December 6th, 2004

Subject: I need a hug! :s Time: 09:41 pm Current Mood: crushed

There's something in a simple hug That always warms the heart; It welcomes us back home And makes it easier to part. A hug is a way to share the joy And sad times we go through, Or just a way for friends to say They like you 'cause you're you. Hugs are meant for anyone For whom we really care, From your grandma to your neighbor, Or a cuddly teddy bear. A hug is an amazing thing -- It's just the perfect way To show the love we're feeling But can't find the words to say. It's funny how a little hug Makes everyone feel good; In every place and language, It's always understood. And hugs don't need new equipment, Special batteries or parts - Just open up your arms And open up your hearts.

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November 28th, 2004

Current Music: CD Vanbinnen - Clouseau Time: 04:33 pm Current Mood: disappointed

If you don't see, hear, read (or anything like that) your best friend for a long time, how would you feel?

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November 25th, 2004

Time: 07:21 am Current Mood: happy

WOOHOO Sorry, I just wanted to scream out loud! ;-)

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November 23rd, 2004

Time: 09:17 pm Current Mood: exhausted

Oh my God, what a week, and the worst is yet to come... I already know that I won't lose my job. In fact, I get my old job back and I can keep my 2 favourite parts of the job I have now. But... my friend at work got fired. That's the man who did my old job... I hope he will understand that I have to take this chance. But I'm sure that it will be very difficult for him not to be mad at me. I guess I would be mad too... Life can be complicated. :( I would like to talk to him about it, but I guess it is too soon, he won't feel like it. I hope he will continue talking to me. Now I'm still soooooooo worried about my friend at my department, I hope she won't get fired as well. I don't want to see two friends leaving the company in less than one week... I will be praying all night. Please, have mercy on us! Fire the one who deserves to be fired. Do not fire the hard working one...

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November 22nd, 2004

Time: 02:02 pm Current Mood: optimistic

1. Who are you? 2. Are we rivals, friends or both? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have any feelings towards me? 5. Would you duel me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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November 21st, 2004

Current Music: Over morgen - Clouseau Time: 02:11 pm Current Mood: scared

A Sunday afternoon filled with sorrows... I guess that's not that good. I can't stop thinking about the problems at work. It is not a good feeling being in the position of possible losing your job. Or else being forced to move to an other department. Even if I'm not going to lose my job my job will be totally different. That's of course always better than being fired. Everybody says that it is not going to be me, but hey, there is a chance so, I'm worried. I hope I can move to the other department, I'm going to see my boss tomorrow and talk to her about it. I can't concentrate on anything... I hope my friend is not going to be fired but that stupid woman who doesn't do anything at work. Unfortunetaly, the boss likes her a lot despite of her laziness. :( Life can be unfair. The hardest part is being unsure what's about to happen. I wish it was all over already, that we knew the verdict. Everything must be better than this...

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November 20th, 2004

Time: 11:52 am Current Mood: worried

Hello, I tried to stay up very very late hoping that I would be sooooo very tired I would fall asleep immediately and not lying awake for so many hours. Okay, that worked, but now I'm feeling rather like a zombie. The meeting was terrible in a way. I mean, being worried about tomorrow is in order. We are with 8 people, one of us is going to be fired and someone else has to go and work for an other department. That is okay because I already heard that it is going to be my old job which I loved very much. I'm going to say that I would love to do that. But... everyone stands a chance to get fired. Everybody is saying that it is not going to be me, that the bosses must be out of their mind to fire me and that it is already arranged that I'm moving to my old department... But still... I'm worried because everybody is a potential candidate to leave. Now we have an individual meeting on Monday or Tuesday with our chef. I can't stop thinking about it.

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November 19th, 2004

Subject: It's a small world! Time: 12:23 am Current Mood: surprised

This is really really unbelieveable, but it proofs that it is a small world after all. I was talking to one of my best (male) friends on MSN Messenger and he says to me: 'I've got to tell you something, you won't believe it'. You can understand that I was very curious and wanted to know more immediately (hey I'm a woman, you know). He told me that he clicked - by accident - on an old profile and so started talking to a girl he knew but hadn't contacted for a year or so. She started telling about her life and that she was going to move in with her boyfriend. She told him the name of the boy and the place they were going to live, his age and so on... It started to ring a bell and my friend asked for the last name of her boyfriend. It was my ex... That is such a coincidence!!! We were together for more than three years... it is weird to hear something about him... the girl in question is older than he is... that's weird too (too long to explain I guess)...

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Time: 12:12 am Current Mood: restless

I know it is late, I should have been in bed a long time ago, but I just don't feel like it. Tomorrow morning I have a meeting with one of the most important persons in our company. I know I will be thinking about it. It is not just me for the meeting but then again... we never had such a meeting before because that man is very busy and he wouldn't lead the meeting himself if it isn't really necessary. Last night I dreamt about work, that's not good, that's why I know it is in the back of my head. Not that I have to worry about my job or anything, but there will be an extra amount of work for us and many changes, that's something I do know already. And I hope it is not going to be me to suffer from the changes. I hope Piske (that's the person I do hate - really - she is sitting next to me, alas) has to work from now on to earn money, not just be there and be annoying. Anyway... I have worked on my info, my user picture or how do you call it, and I hope you like it as much as I do... I would love to get comments on what I did... the background image is too hard. I tried it but even with everything I've learned from my master Wendy, I could not do it...

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November 17th, 2004

Time: 11:31 pm

You are 73% Scorpio How much do you match your zodiac sign? ( How Scorpio am I? )

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Subject: Happy birthday to me! :) Time: 07:19 am Current Mood: happy

Good morning everybody, today it is my birthday, I'm 26 now. That's in theory because I can hardly imagine to be 26... time flies, you know. This morning my grandmother called at 6.30!!! And then she was so surprised that I was still in bed!!! Hello? Yes, I have to go to work but not that early... anyway, I think it is sweet that she doesn't forget. My friend from Tunisia called in the middle of the night but I was sleeping like an angel and I didn't know. Anyway, I'm going to take a shower now. I have to go to work until seven o'clock in the evening, long day huh? Bye bye for now...

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Subject: Good evening all! Time: 12:15 am Current Mood: sleepy

Today I have such a desire to write. I don't know why, it just is. I became moderator of a writing group in my mother tongue (Dutch). Is that the reason? Maybe it is because one of my friends has published her book and I have the feeling that it is only a dream for me, and never more than a dream. I don't know... maybe it is time to do something about it... maybe I need someone to convince me... to help me through the first difficult pages. About this journal... it still looks ugly, I know, but it is already after midnight and I need to go to bed. I'll try to do something about it tomorrow. Hey, tomorrow it is my birthday, 26 years old. Where did those years go to? Anyway, got to go now. Bye and have a good night sleep ;-)

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